Another Day Another Dolla

So, needless to say, its been rough. Work is killing me. Completely unsatisified. I have to change, but i guess i should be happy just to have a job(dont get it twisted I am) and not be so down in the dumps about it. Its just so hard to get up and come her when you know that your company doesnt give a fuck about you or your situation. I commute(shout out to D.Grayson)120 miles to go to work 6 days a week, and when i ask to be put in a location closer to me, you know what they told me? Find your replacement at your current location then we can move you. FORREAL!?! I could have stayed on unemployement and made the same money with less drama. Granted I wasnt happy doing that either but FUCK! Are you forreal? UGGGGHHHH!!!!

On another note(a good one this time), @djrockbottom and I killed level up this past friday. To bad the weather killed us too. I felt happy about my set. They are getting better and better. The nerves are gone. I mean, I still get scared and nervous. It happens. I never wanna dissapoint, but its kinda hard when ppl dont always feel my music, to be honest, it sucks. I mean OPEN YOUR MIND! Lets be real, HIP HOP AINT WHAT IT USED TO BE PERIOD. Although, I still love hiphop and always will, but it aint something with substance or old school, your just wasting my time. I dont dig top 40, never really have. Except for a certain few songs, but HOUSE, more specifically DEEP AND SOULFUL HOUSE, now that...that has always been good to me and has never lost that vibe or love or that feeling. I <3 House Music. I wish more ppl would open their minds, body and soul to something different. They might just find something they would like. I mean SHIT, if you can listen to a whole album in autotune, your ass can groove to some house music.

Sorry for being a little bitchy...but i had to let it out. LOL!

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Where I am at...

Man so a lot has happened and changed since I last posted. I promise to blog at least 2x a week. So Cliff notes since December 1st: Fell in love, got a broken heart, got a job, started deejaying again, fell in love again(with deejaying), started growing out my hair, got heartbroken aka had my laptop and backup drive stolen, thought the parental unit had cancer and I think that brings us current.



I have vowed to start doing things for me. For the longest time, I have felt like i have always conformed for the people in my life. Be it work or personal. I always play it safe and I am over that shit. I am over letting my life pass me by. I realized I work WAY too much and i don't have as much fun as i should. Sometime i wish i could just say fuck it and not be responsible and just fuck up like other people in my life, whenever I fuck up, It turns into some huge ordeal. I basically end up worst than before i started. Shits not fair...

So today is a new beginning, I begin the dread process of my hair. A man once told me that growing my hair is a whole experience and u will feel different and see thing differently. Which is true. Ever since i started growing my hair, I have felt liberated. I don't know why but i just feel free. I don't know how that happened but it did and i feel so good about it. Life...I wonder...Will it take me under? I don't know...but i am here for the ride....LETS GO!

its been about 4 months since i have posted on my blog and alot has happend in my life. These past months have been the best and the worst time of my life. I have never in my life been a jealous person but it has been made apparent to me that i have been. Which is hard for me to understand. I have been trying to deal with my "jealousy" but it doesnt seem like its working. I dont want to lose this relationship that i have developed over something so stupid. I have always been the one to be secure in the relationship never vise versa. So its tough for me to understand that i am doing it.

Jahi, The new beginning (well kinda)

Alot of things have changed in my life since my last blog but so many things have stayed the same. I still have no job(WACK) but i have a new interest in my life. She makes smile. Its something so different because this was not supposed to happen. I told myself, "just have fun and dont get too deep until thing were more clear". That shit went out the window. Its been so long since i have felt like this for someone. I feel like Alice in Wonderland and I am about to see how far the rabbit hole really goes. So moving on,