Monday, December 1, 2008
As i lay...
Its funny how money changes situations. Because i don't i have it. I have now began to worry about how i am gonna get it. This whole not working thing is killing me. I don't know what i am doing wrong. I go on interview after interview and nothing. I know the economy is bad but DAMN! There are so many people out there that are trying to work...WILLING to work but cant get a shot. I just don't get it. In the mean time, I have been partying like a rock star. I mean since i am not working, I might as well enjoy myself. That has been my only real salvation. That and my friends and fam. I have awesome friends. I have realized that maybe i have been working to hard for along time and not enjoying life. I had a pretty good life. I mean all this time i have been trying to work as hard as i can and i haven't enjoyed life and people. I have met some really good people but never gave them a chance to be more than just an acquaintance. I feel like for the first time in my life...i am seeing thing more clearly. I realize that i have been fucking up. In life, in love and in general. I am going to change. I will get back on track. The first step is realizing that i have been fucking up. I see that now. Things will change...they have to and will
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